所以究竟怎么样才能焕发真诚的敬畏呢？可能还是需要爱，爱的脆弱和珍贵使其需要被供上神龛，美可以被占有，但是爱之美、情感之美无法被占有……
可能实际上这种广泛的、对美的掠夺和侵占行为的出现，就是宗教式微之后道德滑坡的结果？道德不再有依凭，神圣这一属性不再，伴随的是崇敬（admiration）这一情感的消弭，就算是真理和美也不再是神圣的。
看Elaine Scarry论证美是具有威慑力的、是统治凝视者的，但是实际上美就是会带来亲近的欲望、占有的欲望、毁坏的欲望，大部分时候人性不足以用美德抵抗欲望。
好喜欢希区柯克片子里灵巧漂亮自由的女性……（虽然只看过后窗且正在看迷魂记）
每回很崩溃的时候伯贤的歌是锚点……
第一次认真听叉叔叔是英专，其实内心感觉就是老叔求爱而不得（太典型欧美烂大街），现在再听all about luv这张砖也是差不多的心情，其实如果是这种程度的话因为太像欧美反而觉得我何必要听你这张……这种你分手了之后还可以call 我的戏码实在是！
再看Howards End。
Helen在得知Margaret与Henry的婚约之后质问她所以你爱他吗，Margaret犹豫了，诚实回答no。
然而Helen并没有直接否认Margaret的一切决定，而是问出: "But you will?"
只能说Forster真的太细腻太细腻……
昨天才刚说自己写的第二章好像还不错，今天又看一些论文，然后开始觉得自己写的东西完全垃圾……
消防车居然是数字的出道曲，伟大……无我和第七感作为U的出道曲也伟大……Go也很伟大……（你好随便啊）
看了一篇和我论文中一章的文本、理论都一致的毕业论文，原本看标题方向高度相似有点紧张，结果一看内容真是瞎扯……
听数叔叔的dingo感觉sm的编曲确实是很不错，就算演唱者的表现力不足，编曲本身也已经魅力无限足够勾人，演唱者只不过是锦上添花或者稍微折损……
差点以为这里要消失了，吓坏了……
测试了一下直接把Obsidian笔记复制过来，感觉还好……！
Most intelligent people do occasionally ask what life is all about. Of course, this can be overdone,and we end in paralysis. Yet if English studies say that these questions are not only unanswerable but not even worth asking, they are flying the white flag of surrender.
- The humanities are "always in crisis," as Douglas Bush has written, because they must, perforce, deal with original sin as well as with the highest hopes and visions of mankind . You are dealing, in short, with something as varied as human life and human experience. Hence do not despair because the humanities are not built from and through a special framework like the accumulative sciences, where step-by-step agreement is possible. You are dealing with human nature, in all its diversity, with the envies and smallness as well as its capacities for vision and for that wonderful quality, commonsense, the essence of which is to be able to keep in mind several things at once.
–Bate, Walter Jackson. “The Crisis in English Studies.” Harvard Magazine 85 (1982): 53.
每一次行动都会是有意义的
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